karna gw and kalian!

kenapa yaa gw ditaro d tengahtengah merekaaa??
buaaat apasihh?? ga gunaa!! toh gw ga pernah d denger..
masih d anggep anak kecil.. masih d remehin..
gw diem aja.. gamau comment.. terserah lo smua mau ngpaen..
ngrasa ga berfungsi aja guee disini..
pengen pergi, tapi gw ga bisa nambahin beban lu semua..
gw terlalu sayang ama kalian..
gw gamau nambah pikiran and masalah..
tapi gw ga tahan denger sana sini ngomong.. gw bingung!!
menurut gw, kita smua punya salah!! ga ada yg bener!!
lo smua liat?? dia sakit terbaring!! karna siapa??
yaaa karna gw and lo smua.. karna kitaaa!!!
gw udah berusaha bikin dia bahagia..
dengan apa yg gw bisaa.. tapi ga berubah!
klo lo smua ga bantu gw gimana?? kita tu mesti kompak bahagiain diaa!!
bukan malah saling mojokin and jatohin..
please ngerti.. pikirin itu smua!! kalian jauh lebih dewasa d banding gw!
gw suka nangis sendiri, bengong ngeliatin dia..
mikir.. gw butuh dia.. ampe matipun, gw butuh dia..
gw bisa mati kalo dia knapa napa.. gw sayang bgt ama diiaa..
God please jagain diaa.. lindungin dia terus..
sekasar, sejahat apaun dia k gw, gw sayang dia!!
gw gamau karna gw and mereka, dia stress and terjadi something bad..
gw gamau and ga bakal bisa trima!!

innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok. The First time in my life and now it’s so great. Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed.

I think about the little things that make life great.

I found a place so safe not a single tear. The first time in my life now it’s so clear. Feel calm I belong, I’m so happy here. It’s so strong and now I let my life be sincere.

I wouldn’t change a thing about it. This is the best feeling.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don’t go away, I need you now. And I’ll hold on to it, don’t you let it pass you by.

IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL IT MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY